Lately, because of a few unexpected situations and the fatigue that has built up from many weekly commitments, I’ve been finding it harder to ensure a regular presence at the gatherings with the Fede e Luce Association. I’m really sorry about this, because I truly care about the relationship that has grown with all of you, and I worry that these absences might be misunderstood. In reality, this difficulty has been there since I started working on September 1, 2023: my rhythms have changed and, despite my good intentions, I’m not always able to balance everything. I wanted to say this honestly, because my connection with you remains important to me, even when I cannot be present as often as I would like.
Fortunately, every time I explain the situation to the coordinators—Cristina, Carla, Antonio, and the others—I always find full understanding. They too, because of their own work commitments, are not always able to attend the gatherings or outings, and that makes me feel more at ease. The meetings of the Fede e Luce Association are not fixed obligations like work or music school, and for this very reason it is normal that sometimes someone cannot take part. Knowing that they also experience the same reality helps me put my worries into perspective and reminds me that the bond we have built as a group does not depend on constant attendance, but on the continuity of the relationship and mutual care.
Moreover, every time I have been able to be there, I have always confirmed with joy. For me it has never been a “duty,” but a pleasure: I have never meant any disrespect toward any of you, and I consider you friends—just like the Asperger Group, the choir of the John Coltrane Music School, and the other communities that are important to me.