I went outside. I'm happy. But not that happy. For one thing, school isn't open. And I really don't like that. Then everything's closed, so I can't do sports. I can't go to choir. So why do you tell me I can go out? And where exactly am I supposed to go? They won't let me on the bus. What am I supposed to do? I want to go bowling because I'm really good at it. But I can't. They tell me "better not." I can go for a walk and then to the park. I got ice cream and went to my aunt's house. I have so much fun going into all the shops near home to chat. But everyone's wearing masks and I can't go in. That's it! I don't like it! I think when I can go back to school, that's when you can really go out. Like you're supposed to! But why won't they open up? In a few days there won't be any more video lessons. What am I supposed to do then? Why can't I keep doing them until I go to the beach? Nothing makes sense anymore.
Everyone's always telling me to wash my hands, don't touch anything, don't give kisses or hugs. But I like giving kisses and hugs and I get mad that they won't let me. What's the deal? I don't understand what's happening. They tell me I have to be patient. But I'm done being patient. I've been done for a while. I don't have any patience left, okay? I want to go to school. I want to do rhythmics and go to choir. And I want to see concerts and go to the theater. Right now I'm so bored I could scream.
I'm going to the beach. I want to swim and play and go out to dinner. And at the beach I go into all the shops to chat too. They're not going to tell me no there, are they? Or what kind of vacation is that? I think this whole thing is taking way too long. I learned how to do video calls really well and now I can log on to Skype by myself. I do it myself. Alone. But I want to get out and do things. Ugh staying home. Ugh.